Monday, May 4, 2015

queen of the wobbles

My kitten is not ver well at the moment, she's got the wobbles, her brains been damaged from a blood clot so she can't control her back legs very well and she pees everywhere! My poor little girl unfortunately the only thing we can do is make her comfterable for the time she has left.

She is only 10 months old, too little for this to happen to her and i'm going to miss her so much when we eventually have to put her down. I don't want her to suffer though so i know it's for the best.

Dangerous by Micheal Jackson is my new favorite song at the moment, it's got a dark edge to it that i feel suits my thoughts lately. I've been a self harmer in the past and the 'itch' to do it again with everything thats been happening is pretty intense. Music helps distract me.

I hope everyones doing ok out there or at least better then i am. A new episode of The Flash comes out on Wednesday so expect a post about how awesome it is on Thursday.