i have to write tonight because when i look at my arms and legs i don't see skin i see letters. What those letters spell i'll keep to myself but i feel like they are on me and in me. I am them and they are me. I can't do anything about them but they make my chest feel tight.
i guess they've been there for a while but tonight is the first time i really noticed them and felt their crushing weight pinning me to the ground. I could melt into a puddle of letters and never rise again if they get any heavier so i'm going to go to bed and hope they are lighter in the morning.
i guess they've been there for a while but tonight is the first time i really noticed them and felt their crushing weight pinning me to the ground. I could melt into a puddle of letters and never rise again if they get any heavier so i'm going to go to bed and hope they are lighter in the morning.
