Tuesday, April 5, 2016

What I can do

What I can do, the abilities that for whatever reason I have, unlike others like Drawing which unfortunately I was not given the ability to do. Except stick figures. I'm awesome at those.

I'm not as stupid as I sound sometimes. You guys who do stop by the Blog every now and then are probably like "Why are you doing this? Why are you Blogging to nobody?" its because I'm doing what I can.

At one point or another everyone sits down and looks at their life and thinks "Ok, here's what I have to work with. How do I turn this into a good life?" Well thats what I did, and thats how I ended up Blogging a bunch of ghosts and a few little dust bunnies in the corner over there.

I used to write Fanfiction, not because I thought I was good at writing, just because I was a mega fan and wanted to contribute to this fandom in some way. Of course my first one was utter crap, but I learnt the tricks of the trade, and then something happened that I wasn't expecting.

Someone reviewed and told me that they liked my story. That they didn't %100 hate it. So i kept going. Three stories over 42 chapters later. I discovered Blogging, I was Fourteen. I was lonely, I didn't have many friends, I was being bullied and school wasn't going so well.

So I started writing in my first blog, and that blog is still up, and it still gets views. Now and then. After High school I felt like who I was had changed so much since I started that i needed a clean slate.

So this little baby of mine, A small view of the World was born. I don't care so much about who I'm talking to, or even if I'm talking to anyone.

I can write, its the one thing a part from acting that brings me any joy. I'm doing it because it makes me happy and because one day maybe it will make other people happy.

Some people are born to be Doctors, or Youtubers, or Pop Stars. Other people are born to write. To string words together in a way that at least makes a little sense.

When I publish my first novel, it will be the same. I don't care if hardly anyone buys my book. As long as it makes the people who do happy. Thats all there is to it.

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