I know i shouldn't compare myself to others. Especially my fellow cast members in the production my drama group is putting on.
Except, I look at all the other girls and think 'they would all be better at my role than me' I can't help thinking that the play would be better if i wasn't a lead.
I don't think i'm someone whose meant to be anything other than a background character. I'm just not... Not lead material.
I'm not the main lead, in fact i'm the lead with the least line, and the only one without their own song. I still feel like i'm bringing the show down in quality just by being in it.
I know its not true. Because i've been in alot of plays and they were good and they were fun.
I feel like the me that was in those plays was alot more confident in herself and cared alot less about how she sounded and what her dancing looked like.
Now i just pick out every thing i did wrong or every time i had to be corrected and mark this rehersal as a failure.
Acting has always been my escape, and now it feels like i'm the worst person to ever do it.
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