I have been low a few times recently, usually for a few months at a time.
Yet, I would hesitate to say i'm Depressed, partly because i worry that people will just think i am complaining.
Also partly because i can have a really good two months of positivity and rainbows. And then have another three months of just pure darkness.
Up. Down. Up. Down. I have no idea where this little seesaw came from but is incredibly uncomfterable to have no control over it.
At my best i can almost convince myself nothing is wrong, at my worst I don't even want to wake up tomorrow.
It is definetly something alright. I had a good chat with a friend of mine. I am now more convinced that this isn't normal. But thats all i'm sure of.
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