It's exhausting. You don't even have to be doing anything. You just want to lie down and shut out the world for as long as possible.
You don't feel anything, its a dense fog that traps the darkness inside of you. It keeps the light from coming in but also stops the darkness from getting out. So on the surface you can't even tell.
Going out, having a shower, doing anything productive takes so much effort. Some days it seems impossible.
Nothing feels like it has a point, you just can't see why you should continue with things that you used to love to do.
You know that you should be excited but you can't. Alot of the time, Depression isn't sadness, its just numbness. Its feeling nothing all the time. Wanting to be alone. It's not talking to your friends for weeks at a time.
Its making up excuses to have naps and leaving projects unfinished. Its good at hiding and convincing you that you don't need help.
It feels like treading water and not being able to reach the surface when you should. It feels almost like drowning.
You don't feel anything, its a dense fog that traps the darkness inside of you. It keeps the light from coming in but also stops the darkness from getting out. So on the surface you can't even tell.
Going out, having a shower, doing anything productive takes so much effort. Some days it seems impossible.
Nothing feels like it has a point, you just can't see why you should continue with things that you used to love to do.
You know that you should be excited but you can't. Alot of the time, Depression isn't sadness, its just numbness. Its feeling nothing all the time. Wanting to be alone. It's not talking to your friends for weeks at a time.
Its making up excuses to have naps and leaving projects unfinished. Its good at hiding and convincing you that you don't need help.
It feels like treading water and not being able to reach the surface when you should. It feels almost like drowning.
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