Most people don't talk about the days that suck. They only share the really good things most of the time.
Because there's some kind of pressure to always be ok. Society doesn't like people who don't have it together.
I feel like I should have a room which is mine. Not my bedroom, another room. With pale blue walls and a pin up board for random ideas and quotes and plot points.
A desk with a computer that isn't missing keys and has a bottom that doesn't fall off when you pick it up. With a nice comfy chair and a camera on the side because i make vlogs when I'm not writing. And vanilla coffee.
I'd have one friend, but if i was having one of those days where the words just weren't flowing. I'd call them up and we'd go for coffee. They'd do the driving.
Every day I'd get up, have a shower, make a coffee. And go into my room. The cat would sleep on the floor next to me and I'd write for a few hours. Like it was a proper job. And our heater would work.
God damn it. It doesn't do, to dream for what you can't have. I defiantly can't have that. Ha, its about as likely as ever meeting Markiplier. Vidcon, man if my channel did well enough maybe i'd be invited as a guest.
See? I'm doing it again, i shouldn't. I really shouldn't.
Because there's some kind of pressure to always be ok. Society doesn't like people who don't have it together.
I feel like I should have a room which is mine. Not my bedroom, another room. With pale blue walls and a pin up board for random ideas and quotes and plot points.
A desk with a computer that isn't missing keys and has a bottom that doesn't fall off when you pick it up. With a nice comfy chair and a camera on the side because i make vlogs when I'm not writing. And vanilla coffee.
I'd have one friend, but if i was having one of those days where the words just weren't flowing. I'd call them up and we'd go for coffee. They'd do the driving.
Every day I'd get up, have a shower, make a coffee. And go into my room. The cat would sleep on the floor next to me and I'd write for a few hours. Like it was a proper job. And our heater would work.
God damn it. It doesn't do, to dream for what you can't have. I defiantly can't have that. Ha, its about as likely as ever meeting Markiplier. Vidcon, man if my channel did well enough maybe i'd be invited as a guest.
See? I'm doing it again, i shouldn't. I really shouldn't.
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