Mistakes

Ahh i wrote on a form for a talent competition i'm entering and immediantly regretted it because my writing is so bad.

Seriously you'd think after 19 years i'd stop being such a perfectionist and accept the wibbly wobbly handwriting i have but no.

I still hate it, it still makes me mad. I've had this for my entire life and i still hate it. Like if i ever go and do the Arrowsmith program thats the one thing i want it to fix.

It says something about my vanity that if i go to a program that could literally change my life. I just want to come out with neat writing.

Its a sore spot for me though, its something that drags my self esteem down to the pits of hell. I look at my hand writing and wish i could rip up the form.

But i didn't. I took a deep breath and i gave it to my.sister who hopefully gave it in. Cause i want to knock out the drama catergory this year.

Anyway enough complaing i have my own font. Yeh.