hey guys

Hey guys so i basically fell off the face of the blogging world for awhile because i'm not really the blog on a regular schedule type of person. Yeh no other excuses, sorry.

I was re reading some of my old fan fictions and thinking man am I awesome or what? when I realized its been like three months since i posted here.. oops!

In the last three months I have finished school, gotten Harper FINALLY! and discovered Watermelon cruisers.

I have read the first book of the Divergent series, lots of fan fictions, and lots of Facebook posts.

I have had really bad allergies caused by the flowers that all went hey it's Spring better start throwing our pollen in the air and make Raven's eyes swell shut and her nose run like crazy

I have watched the Teen Titans: Trouble in Tokyo movie like ten times on repeat because Cartoon Network refuses to replace the little kiddie version of it they are airing with the actual series.

Well thats basically whats happened lately in my life so i guess i better go.

Merry Christmaas blog readers!

down the hole

i've fallen into a hole and it is really dark down here. It dark and scary and i don't want to be here! i feel like i want to cry all the time but nothing will come out. So i've found another way of expressing my pain that doesn't make me feel empty in fact its the opposite for a few minutes i can feel my pain for real instead of feeling nothing,

holidays

It's friday again and almost the holidays! i am going to spend the holidays getting ready for graduation and preparing to welcome our kitten who will be coming home soon. The kittens name will be Harper she's a Ragdoll cat so she will be cute and furry.

This is a Ragdoll [ not Harper]

I can't wait for her to come home! i'm going to set up all the stuff she needs and i've already bought all these cool toys for her to play with! I'm going to let her sleep on my bed and she can lie in the sun and sunbathe!

I am going to get a haircut so that i look nice for graduation and i'm going to buy some new books on my kindle!

Out Of My Mind

Its friday again! yay! my weeks being ok considering its school it hasn't sucked much. I borrowed some new books from the library and my favorite is Out Of My Mind by Sharon Draper.  It's really good its about a girl with Cerebal Palsy named Melody.


The blurb is: Eleven year old Melody has a photographic memory. Her head is like a video camera that is always recording. Always. And there's no delete button. She's the smartest kid in her school- but NO ONE knows it. 

Most people- her teachers and doctors included- don't think she's capable of learning, and up until recently her school days consisted of listening to the same preschool -level alphabet lessons again and again and again.  If only she could speak up, if only she could tell people what she thinks and knows. But she can't. She can't talk. She can't walk. She can't write.

Being stuck inside her head is making Melody go out of her mind - that is, until she discovers something that will allow her to speak for the first time ever. At last Melody has a voice... But not everyone around her is ready to hear it.
                                     

This is the cover

A timeline of High school

You guys are probably getting sick of posts about school but with two weeks left of year Twelve I can't help being a little nostalgic. So I've decided to do a little timeline about what i was like in every year of high school. If I lived somewhere else high school would have started in year 7 but where i live it starts in year 8 until the end of this year when year 7 will become the start of high school.

Year 8- My first year of high school and the year when i, like many year 8s, thought I was top dog and that i ruled the school. Which as a year 12 i know was not true in any way. This was the year i did some really stupid things including sliding under the school fence and going to caltex and then coming back with a bag full of lollies.

Year 9- this was the year i realized year 8s are really annoying and so are assignments. I spent a lot of time trading the lollies i got from caltex for 'blood capsules' which were these little pills that you chewed up with water in your mouth to make it look like there was blood coming out of your mouth.

Year 10- i got smarter and also no longer was small enough to slide under the fence so caltex lost its appeal. Discovered black market within the school of gum selling and would meet sellers at lunch in secluded areas of the playground in order to buy chewing gum. Boys in my year discovered loose man hole lid and discovered they could fit in it. Thus they spent a lot of time exploring the schools drainage and likely caused some damage to it.

Year 11- Man hole lid was welded shut so boys had to move on to playing footy with balls of sticky tape that were really annoying but didn't hurt if they hit you. Discovered year 11 drama is way bad and that our school could have had its own soap opera about all the drama. Also learned it was a bad idea to tell boys that you want to be a leading seaman at cadets due to the dirtiness of teenage boy brains.

Year 12- moved schools, read a lot of books, ate a lot of noodles. 

gagging

Chewing gum is my saviour, i don't know why but lately the smell of some foods or even the thought of them has made me gag. Also walking into the common room and walking through the crowd to my locker. This afternoon the idea of having to take the very crowded bus to the shops is giving me that urge too, There have been some close calls where i have had to work very hard to keep my breakfast which doesn't consist of much since baked beans and eggs are two of the foods i can't even look at right now.

If i didn't take every shopping opportunity to purchase chewing gum that i could eat to stop myself vomiting i would probably have been throughly embarrassed by now. Still at least its friday and after drama i am going to eat and sleep and not leave my bed until either the dog wakes me with her barking or the light coming in through my blinds that don't really work annoys me enough that i decide to get up.

The disadvantages of changing high schools for year 12

When you graduate you can look back at all your memories at your time there and know that you are leaving with the same group of weirdoes you started with in year 8. Unless your me and you changed schools at the end of year 11 and you don't have any fond memories from past years to share with your peers.

Granted doing Year 12 in Port Hedland was unlikely to go well but when my classmates started talking about the phase the boys went through in year 9 of lighting anything and everything on fire I could join in because i was there when two boys managed to set the hair of a third boy on fire in maths.

However at this school i missed out on all that and now that we all have to fill out sheets for graduation on Our Favourite Memory from High School and i know people here won't understand that my favorite memory is recess in year 11 throwing mandarin fragments at my friend and accidentally getting some mandarin goop on her laptop and then running for my life when she tried to kill me. Laughing all the way.

What person here is going to get that? I'm pretty sure they would never think of wasting food let alone using it as amo to throw at your friend. Whereas someone from Hedland would so get that.

Whatever i guess i'll just write it on there and see what happens. I'm sure my answer will throw the head girl when she goes through the sheets tomorrow.