You know the older you get, the harder it is to get on stage and just perform for the sake of it. If your an adult you can't just do it.
You have to be professional, you have to want to be an actor. You can't just do it because you enjoy it.
That really sucks.
I've been planning that I'm going to get a paying job and save up for a video camera. I want to eventually start a Vlog because if I can't be my stupid self on stage. I'm going to do it in front of a camera.
I write skits as it is, i might as well put them to good use. It will probably start off as a hobby. Which is cool cause my actual life is pretty ordinary so i doubt theres that many people who want to hang out and watch me do skits.
I need a creative outlet though i just feel so unproductive without one. So even if the only person who subscribes to the Youtube channel i will one day have is my sister. I don't care.
I might even throw in a few lets plays now and then cause i do enjoy games. Even if i am not actually very good at them.
Anyway i'm going on a 3 week holiday over east so do not expect much other then maybe short rants about how the sun is killing me.
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